february first , two thousand two



less be it more



times ( like these ) don't actually make me feel more alive . even with the precise reasoning and superior clarity of all the facts that come with a very deep and solid depression .

even though i have a perfect idea of what i want , and know my future to be , some just don't see it my way .

and thats fine .

only thing i expect is for my wishes to be respected . don't make yer moral judgements , yer not superior to me .

i have my own beliefs . they include a resolution not to infringe my beliefs on others . and the ideal that if one is at their logical conclusion , that they should take the measures that would spare the whole from supporting a dead weight .

i am not beautiful nor unique . just like you .

i made a promise to wait til monday . i guess we'll see then .



thanks fer yer help , fr3d .

streaming movie shorts . its the future of this medium .